What dreams may come

Holy water. Pumpkin pie. Kristen Stewart. It is funny how real a dream can seem, even when they don't make any sense. Growing up Catholic I have, what I assume, is a healthy dollop of guilt. When Eric and I decided not to get married in the Catholic church it felt like my membership card to "the faith" had been revoked. Ever since Liam was born I have felt this nagging feeling that he should be baptized in the Catholic Church. Except that it is not that simple to find a priest willing to baptize the child of a non-practicing Catholic. When my parents came to visit recently, they either intentionally or accidentally left a vial of holy water in our guest bathroom. We halfway joked that my parents probably baptized Liam while we were sleeping at night.

It might have had something to do with the slice of pumpkin pie that I ate before bedtime last night...that created the bad dream...that left me in such a panic that I awoke this morning in a cold sweat. In my dream, Eric and I had just purchased a really lovely, but dilapidated Georgian mansion. Clearly the first sign that I was in a dream. We moved in with big plans to renovate our rundown dream home (no pun intended). Until, that is, we realized that our home was haunted. And not just a little haunted, but out to do-in our family haunted.

Kristen Stewart came for a visit whereupon she promised to give me the banana yellow pants she wore in the first Twilight movie. I realize in real life that no such pants exist. But as fate would have it, she was wearing said pants to our lovely, albeit haunted home. "Score," I thought. I would be able to sell those pants to some lonely fan on EBay and have a little extra money to buy those boots I have been salivating over. It just goes to show that I am always trying to figure out ways to save money even in my dreams. Or so I thought. The house attacked Kristen and threw her down our stairs. And to add insult to injury, she bled all over the promised banana yellow pants!

At this point I realized that our house was for sure haunted. It occurs to me to hire a locksmith to change the locks. Because clearly pure evil is deterred by a locked door. No such luck. Then the house tried to capture Liam. For the gals in my book club, I channeled the parrot in our more recent read, "Olive Kitteridge." I started running through the house yellowing "Praise the Lord!" and throwing holy water at these invisible forces. I also had one of those pointy crucifixes from the movies and was ready to strike should the moment arise (it did not, in case you were wondering).

When Liam was sick at the end of last year, a well intentioned person mentioned that, perhaps I should find my way back to the Church, as if there was a correlation. So perhaps my guilt has settled in. But I can't help but think that he has had every vaccination he could get to spare him from illness, but perhaps he needs a spiritual vaccination as well. Any how, I woke up this morning with a strong conviction that I needed to get Liam baptized and soon. And that I should never buy a rundown mansion with fixer-up potential. Especially if it is in my price range.

Catch up

The past few weeks have been busy in our household, so needless to say, I haven't had much of an opportunity to blog. Eric has been working really long hours, so my computer time is fairly limited. Liam is growing like a weed, and keeping up with him is definitely a test of endurance. The elections came and went. And I think that I, like so many others around me, can sleep better knowing that the world is on the mend again.

Earlier this month my parents came to visit us in Dallas for a long weekend. If we are being quite honest with ourselves. they really came to see Liam, but as a bonus got to see me and Eric. They hadn't seen Liam since he started walking, so it was great for them to chase him around. We are extremely blessed to have two very generous and loving sets of grandparents that spoil Liam rotten. It is not uncommon to have them send Liam gifts for no reason at all. At Liam's age, I feel that the excitement of a package in the mail from one of the grandmas is mine, and mine alone. While I try to get Liam to share in the anticipation of ripping open a brown paper package, he has usually moved on to chasing the dogs with a spatula. I, on the other hand, love pouring over the books and sorting through the clothes that his generous benefactors have bestowed upon him. Needless to say, it was lovely having a visit from my parents. One of the hardest things about living in this area is being so far from home.

Our friend, Amy, took our holiday Christmas card photos. We have ordered our photo cards from Shutterfly and they should arrive any day now. I have posted a few of our favorites that didn't make the card for your viewing pleasure.


For those of you who do not live in Dallas, you know that the weather here has been unseasonably warm and beautiful. Needless to say, the day we took our pictures felt more like an early September day rather than November.

For Thanksgiving we went to Houston to visit Eric's family. It was the first time we had stayed in a hotel with Liam, and it was definitely an experience. I told my mother-in-law that if I didn't know me, I would totally judge me as a mother. I realized how much of a routine we have settled into as a family. While we try really hard not to live by a schedule, I now know that our schedule has consumed our lives more than I would like. So it came as no surprise that when we were taken outside of our "norm" it was definitely hard to adjust. Liam had a difficult time sleeping in his pack-in-play and all of the noises associated with being in a hotel made it hard for him to fall asleep. This led to him to crying out for constant reassurance for me and Eric. And while we are at home we are "comfortable" enough letting him cry it out, at a hotel you don't have the same level of ease. Heck, if I heard a child crying inconsolably I would probably call CPS. So for the first time, ever, we let Liam take a few naps in our bed. The child kicks.

Eating was a whole other matter. He was so distracted by the constant excitement of his cousins and doting family, that he ate as much as a mouse on a diet. And if there is one thing I have learned, you cannot force a child to eat. Now that we are back home, we are hoping to settle back into our routine. Until Christmas that is!

Speaking of Christmas, tonight we are putting up our tree and lighting the fireplace. We really debated whether we should put up a tree this year. Last year, Liam was not yet crawling so our tree and decorations were safe. But this year is a whole other matter. The child is just soooo curious, so we were not sure whether it was "safe" (for the tree or Liam) to put up the tree. However, in our constant efforts to teach Liam boundaries, and also because Christmas without a tree doesn't really feel like Christmas at all, we have opted to put it up. I love, love, love the holidays and have been listening to Christmas music for about two weeks now. I have been lighting our cinnamon clove candle from White Barn Candle Co. and making pumpkin cookies. At the first sign of cold weather we have been making chili or green chile stew. And the holiday teas have been broken out. So yeah, not putting up a tree feels...just plain wrong.

This Thanksgiving was such a welcome change from last year. The biggest blessing of all is having a happy, healthy, loving child and an amazing husband. I am so grateful for my loving family and friends. I feel blessed in unimaginable ways. I hope you all had a really wonderful and blessed Thanksgiving.

Season's greetings from Shutterfly

For years we have used Shutterfly for our holiday cards. They have the best selection of Christmas cards and announcements. Plus they make it super easy to order cards. Last year was a tough year with Liam being in the hospital around the holidays. Needless to say it was a miracle that we even were able to get holiday cards out to family and friends! But part of what made it so easy was that we were able to snap a quick family picture, upload it to Shutterfly's website at http://www.shutterfly.com/ and pick it up at our local Target. Start to finish only two hours!

While it was a difficult to choice to pick out just one card design for this year, I have many favorites.

I love the idea of this card because while I love getting Christmas cards from friends and family, it is always really great to find out what is going on in the lives of those I love. Plus I dig that you can use multiple images with this card.

This card is so funky cool. Any "merry merry" just says it all! It is super casual, but fun at the same time.

This is one of my favorite cards. For anyone who has been to our home, you know that our decor features a lot of red accents with dark stained furniture, so this is totally us. I think the design is classic and I am always a fan of simple black and white images. This is the sort of card that never goes out of style!

You can see all of Shutterfly's amazing selection by going to this link: http://shutterfly.com/cards-stationary/christmas-photo-cards

This next weekend, our dear friend, Amy, is taking our holiday card photos. Shortly thereafter, I will be uploading them at http://www.shutterfly.com/upload-pictures/ and come December 1 I will be done with my cards! If only someone would address and mail them out for me!

And as a bonus, every Blogger who writes about Shutterfly's amazing holiday card promotion, will get 50 free holiday cards. For those of you who are interested, go to http://bit.ly.sfly2010/ and start the process of gettin your FREE cards!

Halloween

Last year Liam was really too young to understand Halloween. But this year we were hoping that he would be able to join in on the many festivities he was invited to. On Friday, his school had a Trunk or Treat celebration. Thanks to Grandma Gladys planning 10 months early, Liam was the cutest Park Ranger in the world! I think we can all sleep a little better knowing that our National Parks are being taken care of by such an upstanding young citizen.


Part of Liam's costume included aviator sunglasses. Which he promptly broke. Two minutes after getting to hold them. The binoculars, however, proved much more sturdy.

Liam totally had no interest in trunk or treating. When forced to go up to strangers and offer his plastic jack-o-lantern, he chose to run away. Mommy and Daddy, however, could not let such goodies go to waste. Believe me, we have taken care of all the candy that was distributed.

"Noooooo! You can't make me trick-or-treat!"

Liam was much more excited by the orange balloons hanging off of one of the parent's cars. She generously gave him one. And for the three minutes that he was interested in it, life was good.

For those of you who read my pumpkin patch post, you will be happy to know that pencils are interchangeable with a good stick. Until someone eats the eraser.

Liam enjoying his first ever sucker.

On Halloween night, some friends of ours that we met in our child birthing class (it later turned out that we lived in the same neighborhood and go to the same church) had a Halloween party. Again, Liam had no interest in trick or treating. He did however, have a strong interest in running all over the place and trying to bring the canopy down.

His second sucker ever. He was a big fan of this Tootsie Roll Pop and ate the whole thing, even the chewy center, before I could wrestle the stick away from him. Overall, a great weekend. Next year it will be fun when he really gets into the spirit of the holiday!

For your viewing pleasure: A little jig by Liam.